Friday, October 3, 2008

Unconditional Acceptance i practice it do you?

This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way
through until the end! (After the story, there are some
very interesting facts!):


I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my
college degree.The last class I had to take was Sociology.

The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every
human being had been graced with.

Her last project of the term was called, 'Smile.'

The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their
reactions.

I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say
hello anyway. So, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally.

Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I
went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning.

It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son.

We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden
everyone around us began to back away, and then even my husband did.

I did not move an inch... an overwhelming feeling of panic welled up inside
of me as I turned to see why they had moved.

As I turned around I smelled a horrible 'dirty body' smell, and there
standing behind me were two poor homeless men.

As I looked down at the short gentleman, close to me, he was 'smiling'.

His beautiful sky blue eyes were full of God's Light as he searched for
acceptance.


He said, 'Good day' as he counted the few coins he had been clutching.

The second man fumbled with his hands as he stood behind his friend. I
realized the second man was mentally challenged and the blue-eyed gentleman was his salvation.

I held my tears as I stood there with them.

The young lady at the counter asked him what they wanted.

He said, 'Coffee is all Miss' because that was all they could afford. (If they
wanted to sit in the restaurant and warm up, they had to buy something. He just wanted to be warm).

Then I really felt it - the compulsion was so great I almost reached out
and embraced the little man with the blue eyes.

That is when I noticed all eyes in the restaurant were set on me, judging
my every action.

I smiled and asked the young lady behind the counter to give me two
more breakfast meals on a separate tray.

I then walked around the corner to the table that the men had chosen
as a resting spot. I put the tray on the table and laid my hand on the blue-eyed
gentleman's cold hand.

He looked up at me, with tears in his eyes, and said, 'Thank you.'

I leaned over, began to pat his hand and said, 'I did not do this for you.
God is here working through me to give you hope.'

I started to cry as I walked away to join my husband and son. When I sat
down my husband smiled at me and said, 'That is why God gave you to me,
Honey, to give me hope.'

We held hands for a moment and at that time, we knew that only because of
the Grace that we had been given were we able to give.

We are not church goers, but we are believers.

That day showed me the pure Light of God's sweet love.

I returned to college, on the last evening of class, with this story in hand.

I turned in 'my project' and the instructor read it.

Then she looked up at me and said, 'Can I share this?'

I slowly nodded as she got the attention of the class.

She began to read and that is when I knew that we as human beings and being part of God share this need to heal people and to be healed.

I
n my own way I had touched the people at McDonald's, my son, instructor, and
every soul that shared the classroom on the last night I spent as a college student.

I graduated with one of the biggest lessons I would ever learn:

UNCONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE.


Much love and compassion is sent to each and every person who may
read this and learn how to


LOVE PEOPLE AND USE THINGS - NOT LOVE THINGS AND USE PEOPLE.


There is an Angel sent to watch over you.

In order for her to work, you must pass this on to the people you want
watched over.


An Angel wrote:

Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will
leave footprints in your heart.

To handle yourself, use your head.

To handle others, use your heart.

God Gives every bird it's food, but He does not throw it into its nest.

Send it back, you'll see why !


A Box of gold
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
With a secret inside that has never been told
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
This box is priceless but as I see
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
The treasure inside is precious to me
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Today I share this treasure with thee
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
It's the treasure of friendship you've given me.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Wut ive been doing wid my life!

School Every day. Except the weekend of course!
My tv at home is busted so i get on the computer and play mobster on myspace for a while then go on megavideo.com and watch my favorite show of all time.........(drumroll please)..............


DRAGONBALL-DRAGONBALL Z-DRAGONBALL GT.

YEA SO IVE BENN WATHCING FROM THE START DRAGONBALL WHEN GOKU WUS YOUNG! LOL I feel like a geek! I will continue!

(also a naruto and avatar freak! and other animes!)

Weekend!

Friday-Chill out wid ma nigga robert

Saturday- Stay at my niggas crib _ actually the races

sunday-sleep

Dis is what i like my life to be!




ps. i love driving

Monday, September 15, 2008

HMMM. since thursday!

Friday-
Went to the beach ....very unsuccessfull! lol but for sum reason still fun!
Both rear tires in my good friends Honda Civic's rear tires popped. one in saint cloud and we put a spare on and continued driven by desire for beach. not smart .......a MILE BEFORE entering melbourne city in the empty 192 road the other pops and we drive it to the first gas station where we stayed for about ? hrs (from 1:30am to 6am). so while there after an hour the first honda pulls up everything else is trucks! we ask for a spare(tire) to spare and he has one and a jack and hes a tire guy so we get ready to get goin and it doesnt fit! byebye hopes! so were stuk! So me n my friend end up tryin to breakdance in the parking lot! then playing football there! and havin a long conversation with marc ( the guy that works at the gas station!-very cool old guy!) lol.my friend went to my house took the tires off my civic and drove an hour to bring us spares which i am very appreciative for(im pretty sure i spelled that wrong). my friend gets here so we change tires and he leaves home we still go to the beach! and we say were gone sleep till sunrise cuz we wanted to see it(6am) with the car on we falll asleep and wake at 8:30 (well after sunrises. still cool but not satisfying! so I am still determined to go at night play with sand lay and look at stars until sunrise!...........Until next time lol

Saturday- SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEp! \

Sunday- watched Harold and Kumar Escape from guantanomo bay with my cuzin Money!.mad fun!

Monday- School! I feel like theres sumthing missing from my out of school life!.....

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Anxious for tomorrow!.

Going to the beach at like 10:30 at night!
OMG is it awsome.
Last time I went I fell asleep under the stars which were clear! and beautiful. (no homo) lol
With the ocean at my feet and the sound of it in me ears.
With thoughts running through my head but still no worries.
The best feelin in the world..(but lonely)

Hmmm.....im tired next time maybe ill have more to tell!

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

First blog lol

i feel wierd......lol dis is unusual writing about my feelings .huh ???? usually keep those to myself..

well maybe ill get used to it lol.......right now im listening to the song that is the ish..by jason mraz- im yours....i enjoy that song alot ...not sure why..

ps im not good with words.. ..this might help me!! : )